In Order to Cast a Shadow You Must First Light a Fire

de $uicideboy$

Y'all worried 'bout the reposts
But I'm worried 'bout the relapse (Yeah)
Let's recap, life ain't been the same since I left rehab (Yah, yah)
Exposin' to my opps all the spots where I'm weak at
And then flex on the rest, while I act like I don't need claps
Gave this girl my heart and this bitch said that she gon' need half
Paranoid, I'm peekin' through the blinds, without a tweed hat
Locked up in my head like I forgot the code to the keypad
Been runnin' this whole game like ankles and kneecaps
One day, I'll disappear and you won't know when I'll be back
I'll be so camouflaged, I'll shoot myself and bleed out tree sap
Hidin' from how I feel will never work and I see that
Keep my nose clean, but I'm still askin', where the weed at

Yeah, no stoppin'
Just popped me like five percs
Nine bars, got dreams of jumpin' off top floors
I'm rummagin' all through my sock drawer
'Fore they put me back behind locked doors
More Opium than the Afghan war
Floodin' the front of my brain (Let's Go!)
I'm givin' them warnings
The flights that I'm boardin'
Got no pilots up in the plane
(Turn me up)
Life aimless and passin' me by, yeah
I'm famous for chasin' a high, yeah
Couldn't do what I do, if they tried, nah
I'm built for war and they built to die (Brrrt!)
On that bad shit, as Germ would say (Bad shit!)
I know, I'm duckin' but bitch, quit yellin'
Fuckin' up my vibe, I'm wide awake
I feel like dyin' but not today
Got everyone trippin', wonderin'
If I'm slippin' all from the music (North)
If I gotta' pick, the drugs or a bitch, you know what I'm choosin' (North)
Said that he gang, but we ain't the same
Just look how he movin'
I used to get high, but now, at best
I'm just goin' through it (Wetto)