A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, And I'm Shining Like The Sun

de $uicideboy$

(You did good, Slick)
Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
Yeah playa, yeah playa (Wetto), all my teeth gold (Wetto)
Damn playa (Slicky), damn playa, I still can't sleep though

Lately, I been feelin' like I don't know who the fuck I am (don't know who I am)
Tryna figure out where the stage ends, and I begin (where do I begin?)
Till the bitter end, I proceed with a hollow heart (hollow heart)
Cut my wounds and call it art (call it art)
Watch me as I come apart
Yeah, pull up cullinan they wondering which sport I play (who is that?)
I say what I want and what you can't afford to say (north)
Unless I'm hollering grey ain't much else I gotta say (grey, grey, grey)
I made a gang and I made a way
And I made the wave and it's here to stay (yeah)
Yeah, fakin' a smile while I'm flexin'
Alarm going off for my antidepressant
My girl is up early and bitchin' and stressin' (I can't go)
About how I'm here but I'm lackin' in presence (I can't go)
I tell her, I love you, but it's lackin' essence (I can't go)
And now I remember just who I am
But give me a pill this one for the win
I'm gone again (gone)

Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though

My type of vacation is isolation
I wanna be left alone, gonna see how long I hold
Until I end up fighting off temptations
Of self-annihilation (self-annihilation)
I'm holdin' myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage
I can't fuckin' stop it now, it's all coming out (it's all coming out!)
A verbal kind of vomit, I wish I could gut it out (gut it out!)
Take away my stomach, fucking rip it all apart
A hollow cage of calcium that used to hold my heart
I know I'm meant to be alone
I can feel it in my bones
(Holding myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage)
And in my soul
(Holding myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage)

Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though