How Long

de Russ

Yeah, yeah

How long, how long, how long, how long
Till the pieces of you are gone?
How long, how long, how long, how long
Till you're a stranger again?
Till you're dating someone famous again?
Till I don't even think about the places we've been
How long, how long, how long, how long
Till the pieces of you are gone?

Yeah, when I was with you, I felt twice as rich (I did)
Now without you, this mansion feels like it's as twice as big
The emptiness is palpable, the silence feels like suffocation
My New Year's resolution was to stop drinkin', now I'm fuckin' faded
Everywhere I go, everything I do, I still see you
'Cause we went everywhere together, we did everything together
I still see you (Yeah, yeah)
Your jewelry and your Polaroid pictures
Scattered around my house, your Burberry scent lingers
I'm eatin' sushi, and they askin' where you at
And I tell them: I don't know
All I know is that I miss her
Drinkin' wine, and I pour enough for two
Then I realize I don't you by my side
Booked a trip, but it just don't feel the same
Without you next to me on the plane, by my side

I didn't handle you correctly, didn't talk to you gently
You didn't want to cry it all, even inside a Bentley
You know never asked me for too much
You just said: Please, respect me
And it's not that I didn't want to, my childhood didn't let me
I'm not makin' excuses, no, I can't blame Mom and Dad
I'm the reason why lately all of my songs are so sad
There ain't a room in my house we ain't fucked in it
Every room in my house got some us in it