Hole in the Heart

de Rachie

Yesterday, a hole had opened
Right in the middle of my chest for all to see
Twilight colors, just like midnight
Painted the town so beautifully

Deep in my memories
Deep in my memories
Deep in my memories
I wanna forget but I'm swallowed in blue
And all I can see through that blue is you

That’s why a hole had opened up where my heart is
Pounding, my heartbeat tried to fill up the nothing
But when I tried to say it loud, the words that left my mouth
Were nothing more than excuses
That’s why a hole had opеned up where my hеart is
My only thought was how the rain was so comforting
And so I mend, and so I mend, I try to mend
All that I am, alone, again

How can I explain the feeling?
It’s almost like sleeping in a sunny forest clearing
Like a dream still felt in waking
Like the sea, its real depths are so dizzying

So dizzying
So dizzying, so dizzying
The dizzying night can’t conceal the moonlight
Illuminating, shining from your eyes

That’s why I opened up a hole where your heart was
Why does it matter? Music really is pointless!
If you don’t open up your mouth
You’ll never say it loud or get the things you deserve, hey!
There’s just so much I wanna wipe from my memories
But, in the end, I only sigh as I cry tears
I trip and fall, I trip and fall, I trip and fall
Down on the cold and solid ground

Putting to paper the way I lived
Following blindly the way you did
The songs you left are what broke me
Music’s never gonna save me!
Trying hard to imitate the way you speak
Trying still to imitate the way you lived
But even though I tried hard to erase the me I was so that nothing remained
I'm still the same

Filling the hole that opened up where my heart is
Every word you said, and every sentence
But it’ll never be the same
The goodbye that never came - I don’t want to hear you say it!
There’s just so much I wanna wipe from my memories
Left all alone and at the mercy of the years
As I grow cold, as I grow cold

Your words had taken up the space where my heart is
Now there’s a hole that’s opened up where my heart is
I think I get it now
You see, you’re everything to me
The music I’ve been listening to, amy!
That’s why a hole had opened up where my heart is
Right on the other side of where you existed
It’ll only grow, it’ll only grow, it’ll only grow
Never the way it was before
Alone, in my heart, a gaping hole