Deepside

de Lowkey

My names little Jake
My mum calls me the big mistake
Birthdays come and go, I’ve never seen a cake
Most days I’m locked in my room, at least then I’m safe
Without her
Other times I gotta do housework
Mum and dad fight, mum loses so she hits me

Even put me in hospital
They had to fix me
My mum and my aunty get lit cigarettes and stab me
Oi mum, why did you have me?
To treat me bad?
You left my dad
He used to save me
He used to ask you why do you hate me
And lately

My mum makes me fight my brothers a lot
My mum and my aunty watch laughing
I’m hungry I’m starving
Cold beans and bread
My future aint’t good I’ve seen ahead
I ain’t got friends
I’m 9 years old but will I live to see 10……..
I don’t know

My names Chelsea, you could swim in the ocean of tears I have cried
When I was three years old my dad died
When I was six my mum got married to some guy
Three years later my mum died, but why
Did her husband have to custody of me?
Since I was 9 he’s been doing stuff with my body
And I need to be rescued

Coz this strange man is touching me in places that I know he isn’t meant to
I wish life could be the way it was before
Now he comes in my room, turns off the light, and locks the door
Now I can’t sleep waiting up for another day
One time I got the courage to run away
But that was very dumb
Coz he found me and told me he’d kill me if I ever told anyone
I gotta go, yours truly Chelsea
P.s… please help me

This one is for all the children suffering abuse as we speak
All over the world
This one is for you; if you relate to this song
This one is for you
NWO- New World Order
Lowkey, Logic
Children are the future
We reap what we sow