Exploding / Reloading

de Abstract

I'm tired of being afraid
But nothing's gonna change
It's more than just a stupid friend

Yeah he's got a hold on me
Singing: Why would you do this?
Why put me through this?
All I wanna do
I'm tired of saying you love me
And hate it
All I wanna do
Is move
All I wanna do
Is move
Another night with you again
Hands shaking, tryna move the pen
Killing me, on you I depend
No matter what I do you're always in my head
You took over my life
Got me living dreams, that keep me up at night
Are you even aware of my sacrifice?
Took away any hope of a normal life
You laugh, 'cause you know I never wanted that
You took over my future, to help with my past
Is that a deal with the devil?
Or is that a deal with a God?
Am I just at war with the odds?
Or am I about to break even?